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Courage is contagious. When a brave man takes a stand, the spines of others are often stiffened. –Reverend Billy Graham

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the cost of freedom is never cheap. so very grateful for courageous women and men who are willing to serve our country – even as we grieve and pray.

To be free is nothing, to become free is everything. – Unknown

pray for peace

A Sight in Camp in the Daybreak Gray and Dim
by Walt Whitman

A sight in camp in the daybreak gray and dim,
As from my tent I emerge so early sleepless,
As slow I walk in the cool fresh air the path near by the hospital tent,
Three forms I see on stretchers lying, brought out there untended lying,
Over each the blanket spread, ample brownish woolen blanket,
Gray and heavy blanket, folding, covering all.

Curious I halt and silent stand,
Then with light fingers I from the face of the nearest the first
just lift the blanket;
Who are you elderly man so gaunt and grim, with well-gray’d hair,
and flesh all sunken about the eyes?
Who are you my dear comrade?
Then to the second I step—and who are you my child and darling?
Who are you sweet boy with cheeks yet blooming?
Then to the third—a face nor child nor old, very calm, as of
beautiful yellow-white ivory;
Young man I think I know you—I think this face is the face
of the Christ himself,
Dead and divine and brother of all, and here again he lies.

Heavy
by Mary Oliver

That time
I thought I could not
go any closer
without dying

I went closer,
and I did not die.
Surely God
had His hand in this,

as well as friends,
Still, I was bent,
and my laughter,
as the poets said,

was nowhere to be found.
Then said my friend Daniel
(brave even among lions),
“It’s not the weight you carry

but how you carry it—
books, bricks, grief—
it’s all in the way
you embrace it, balance it, carry it

when you cannot, and would not,
put it down.”
So I went practicing.
Have you noticed?

Have you heard
the laughter
that comes, now and again,
out of my startled mouth?

How I linger
to admire, admire, admire
the things of this world
that are kind, and maybe

also troubled—
roses in the wind,
the sea geese on the steep waves,
a love
to which there is no reply?

A Prayer for the War Dead

For those killed in battle, Lord, mercy.
For those wounded, maimed or haunted,
minds and hearts broken by mayhem
and the doing of mayhem— mercy.

For those whose spirits died to pull the trigger,
whose souls withered to do what they had to,
their hearts and faces held in the horror— mercy.

For those, now broken, for whom there are flags
but not food, shelter, health or sanity—mercy.

For those of other nations, who also served,
who also were taught to make enemies
of those who had been taught to make them enemies,
who suffered our terror—mercy.

For those who suffer without choosing:
the innocent, the families, the land, the cities— mercy.

For those who suffer for peace nonviolently,
who sacrifice and die protesting, healing, teaching,
for all of gentle hearts—mercy.

For us who call others to kill for us,
who continually offer our little ones in child sacrifice,
who find no better way, and who glorify
the killing and the dying rather than repent—mercy.

Lord of Gentleness, we confess our violence;
we confess our fear and self-centeredness;
we repent of our cold-heartedness and beg you:
forgive us, heal us, and bless those whom we have harmed;
in the name of Christ, who died loving,
who received and did not pass on our evil. Amen.
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Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
http://www.unfoldinglight.net

making peace

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Innocence sees that this is it, and finds it world enough.
– Annie Dillard

At some point you make peace with it
Your life as it is, with all it offers you

Like an early evening walk, half moon

Hung in the tiger lily sky

Black cows heading to the barn
Bemoaning the end of day

Hundreds of blackbirds screeching
Live as the wire they perch upon

My long-time friend zipping by in her van
Waving. It’s after all the whining

And stomping of feet, of course. After dreams
Blur with real life. After the pin-pricked

Pop of the inflated ego. What joy
Mysterious. What humble innocence.

“Innocence” by Julie L. Moore, from Slipping Out of Bloom. © WordTech Editions, 2010.

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effects of making good choices

Isaiah 32:17
And the work of righteousness shall be peace; and the effect of righteousness quietness and assurance for ever.
See it at YouVersion.com:
http://bible.com/1/isa.32.17.kjv

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Run by Nic Askew

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Run. Headlong towards
a life of importance.

Towards the person
worthy of a place
in this seemingly
conditional world.

Run until you can
hide no more.

Run until the pain
becomes unbearable.

Until you feel your
very soul bled dry.

Then stop. Stop dead.
The stop that stands
beyond the delusion
of slowing down.
Which is still
running.

Stop. So that you stand
face to face with the
uncertainty of darkness.

For it’s in this darkness
that you’ll remember light.

And from there you
will run freely.

With no need to hide.

Home

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i am a little church

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i am a little church (no great cathedral)
far from the splendor and squalor
of hurrying cities—i do not worry if briefer days grow briefest,
i am not sorry when sun and rain make april

my life is the life of the reaper and the sower;
my prayers are the prayers of earth’s own clumsily striving
(finding and losing and laughing and crying) children
whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness

around me surges a miracle of unceasing
birth and glory and death and resurrection:
over my sleeping self float flaming symbols
of hope, and i wake to a perfect patience of mountains

I am a little church (far from the frantic
world with its rapture and anguish) at peace with nature
—i do not worry if longer nights grow longest;
i am not sorry when silence becomes singing

winter by spring, I life my diminutive spire to
merciful Him Whose only now is forever:
standing erect in the deathless truth of His presence
(welcoming humbly His light and proudly His darkness)

“i am a little church” by e. e. cummings, from E. E. Cummings: Complete Poems 1904-1962, edited by George James Firmage

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We live with the choice to transfer our pain or transform it.

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how will we live? our choices decide

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i can see forever

Great friends may tell you what to do, because that’s what great friends do.
Best friends, however, wouldn’t dream of it, because they know there are plans we’ve made… that they can’t see.
– TUT – A note from the universe www.tut.com

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a little fire will warm – too much fire will destroy

Poems come and go. Captured moments, feelings or pictures in time, but there are days which come and last forever. Yesterday was such a day. Yesterday I got very righteously angry. I don’t like to be angry, I try at all costs to avoid it. I do not like the feeling I get, I do not like this passionate, loud superhero-gone-vigilante that comes forth and melts the air and sets fire to the rain. I am a very passionate person, and I so I am very careful with my anger.

I have been caregiving for 2 very sick people for the past 6 months. One, a man who I had dated for 2 years and ended it 2 years ago. The other his mother, who has advanced Alzheimer’s and dementia. It has been the most difficult, invisible and thankless job I have ever done, and I learned so much about illness, about Alzheimer’s and dementia, about the long shadows of abuse, about being of service without trying to ‘fix’ others. Lots of learning to stand firm against the revolving emotions of Alzheimer’s fluctuating emotions and quirks. Lots of lessons on supporting a sick person without enabling them to become a victim, or victimizer. Lots of grimy lessons in patience and clean up of horrible human messes. Lots of eye opening lessons about incontinence, medical stuff I have no desire to know, and lots about loss of control and dignity. Lots of watching a man not fight for his life. Lots of watching this man do exactly opposite of the Doctors orders. Lots of watching victim mentality drain the strength, and very life, out of a man. Lots of prayer and meditation to keep death away and be a healing presence without becomin7c71f7d9342debc5b4cade54240fa037g an enabler. Lots of care, and prayer and meals and laundry and pills and loneliness and…and …

In the past 6 months I have been through a very wide range of emotions…then yesterday…came the anger.

I was thinking last night and it was over 10 years ago since I was as angry as I was yesterday.

As I wake this morning, and think about yesterday, I realize that I have learned a lot over these past years, I have grown intimate with Christ, and the very walk and way of Christ, which has born much fruit, even in my anger. Jesus said to be “angry and sin not”. I did that yesterday! I was appropriate in my anger, I was in control of my anger and did not carry that anger forward to others, I worked through it and let it go. I then assisted the person who I was angry with to get help from the appropriate sources and I stayed responsible to finish this task of service I am currently called to as caregiver for his mother, until it is completed later this week.

I am not proud, I am astonished. haha This is not my doing. This is spiritual grace and, maybe even a little, maturity??? 🙂 I’m going to stay very humble on this. I know myself. I know that anger is a very toxic and hazardous weapon. I do not want to be an angry person and I will continue to go well beyond the extra mile to avoid it, but I am not quite so afraid of it today after my experience yesterday. I am actually happy that I allowed myself to experience and demonstrate my learning, and the self control, God has taught me on this path of discipline I have walked.

This morning I can see, with a brand new perspective,  that anger can, in certain instances, be a healthy tool which is needed at times. I am glad this moment of anger is behind me. I am thankful for these lessons. I am so thankful it worked to help someone, hopefully, begin a path to living life abundantly, and I truly hope it is WAY more than 10 years before I need to use that tool again.

living

Just like everyone alive
Your days will be full of threads
Weaving your life into a tapestry
There will be days of great joy
as well as, ones of overwhelming  sorrow
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Bad days
Medium days
Average days
Snow days
Hazy days
All your days you will meet circumstances hard to accept and embrace
Some things you will have to let go of in order to overcome
Life is not about being fair –
rain falls on everyone
Life is about winning with the cards you hold
Winning doesn’t mean being rich and famous
Winning means living up to your very best
Winning means living this amazing thing called life
experiencing love, peace and joy along the way

Just remember this –
Only you can take control of your own wild and precious life
there is no life by proxy
You’ll be as happy as you decide to be
You will be as healthy, as possible, based on your genes and how you treat your body –
eating, drinking, exercise
You’ll choose to accept or reject what is offered
You’ll do what you want to do1
Go where you want to go
See things the way you want to see them
Keep holding on to what is most important to you
– even if you destroy it, or it destroys you –
so choose your most important things wisely
You’ll love who you love
Be who you are
You will be worth as much as you decide you are
You will have as much love as you allow inside your heart
You will have as much of God as you seek
You will inhabit your life, or not
All this will have nothing to do with your circumstances
It will all be about your thoughts and your choices
While you are given this gift of life, while you are bestowed with holy breath
you have the power to change your thoughts
You can always make new choices

AL 9/20/13

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