taking me home

why does freewill break my heart so often?
why do I find myself standing stock-still
as I go cycling through miles and mikes of old shaded valleys
on this go-to adventurous morning?
why do I still believe there is so much good in the world?
that everyone (mostly) is doing the best they can?
even me???
why do I drive with tear blurred eyes towards the sand and surf
knowing it will free me from my false sense of importance?
taking me into the surrendered place within it’s power
where I release
and once again trust the bigger picture.
that platform of rest and faith in my present place
the deepest deep calling to deepest deep
peace flowing into my soul
assuring me once again,
well done, my child, you are loved
joyful, blessed assurance –
I am enough
💞
Amy Lloyd





