slow learner
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the little girl quietly walked away
from the real and scary world
through the secret door
where no one could follow her
into the world of make believe
where everyone loved her
and understood everything she needed to say
where the play was all about play
and the laughter was not at her expense
the angels loved her singing
and all the magical fairies were her true friends
❤
For so long I grieved my losses
extreme as they were
but now
right now in this magic moment!
I am learning
bit by bit
to love the sound
of the word ‘NO”
to love the sound
of my footsteps
as I walk away
from those people and things
who cannot,
who do not,
love me
and so,
are not meant for me
❤
Amy Lloyd
I was taught to stand in line
I was taught it’s not my time
I was taught to people please
I was taught to bend my knees
I was taught to raise my hand
I was taught I need a man
I was taught to never speak
I was taught to not move my feet
I was taught that I was wrong
I was taught I don’t belong
I was taught my church was right
I was taught a certain fight
I was taught I wouldn’t finish
I was taught I should diminish
I was taught to take abuse
I was taught to just excuse
I was taught to obey
I was taught to walk away
I was taught that I was vain
I was taught to live with pain
I was taught to live in fear
I was taught to not drink beer
I was taught the way to heaven
I was taught on May Eleven
I was taught I didn’t matter
I was taught that hearts will shatter
I was taught to give and give
I was taught these rules to live
I was taught I must say ‘yes’
I was taught I was a mess
I was taught to stay and die
I was taught to live a lie
I was taught that love meant loss
I was taught money is boss
I was taught to say ‘I’m fine’
I was taught that words should rhyme
Then I turned and found the away
To learn anew for every day
To break the chains
To teach myself
To love my life
To grow and heal
To love and know
To just be real
To share my words
To break those rules
To speak my truth
To say my ‘no’s’
To dance my dance
To sing my song
To go my way
To be set free
To live my heart
To just be me
Amy Lloyd